eating turns me in to an emotional wreck ugh no never want to eat again my body hates it my mind hates it all food is just bad for me ugh
Its 4am and im a lil worried I wont sleep at all
But hopefully ill fall asleep and stay asleep all day and not eat anything and then I wont have to work out at all and that would be nice yep
I guess I’d better define terrible for future reference, terrible means: hunger pains, limbs feel like lead, freezing, can’t concentrate, numb, pins and needles, self esteem -367434, jumpy, nauseous, apathetic, irritable, craving any kind of food but also feel sick at the thought of eating, disgusted with my body and myself
Ugh, I complain far too much, im just overtired I guess
I’ll feel good again when I wake up
My total for this week is 3060 calories and earlier I was thinking “this isnt so bad at all I feel fine I obviously dont need to eat” but now I feel terrible
me in one sentence
"youtubers aren’t role models"… - well I’m sorry you’re so fucking wrong
YOU KNOW WHAT
THIS POST JUST MADE ME EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL
AND DO YOU KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE I’VE FINALLY FOUND A COMMUNITY THAT UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AND THE FACT THESE PEOPLE CARE ABOUT US AND SHARE THEIR LIVES WITH US IS ABSOUTELY AMAZING AND I’M PROUD TO BE A SUBSCRIBER TO ALL OF, THEM.
I have a nice anon in my ask box and I wanna keep it because it’s nice so thank you to whoever sent that aw :3
sometimes my dash on this blog makes me feel better but sometimes its just plain scary and now is one of those times
How am i supposed to do that..